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Hi Ellen: > I may as well come clean and tell you: these sudden brimmings over the top of the eyes not only happen to PWP, but to Carers too. Once when I was filling my husband's first prescription of levodopa (Madopar) I burst into tears in front of the pharmacist I had known for ages. The panicky me thought, "oh dear what a fool". The "sensible" me thought "Oh dear, what will I do." I decided to turn it into a learning experience for my pharmacist and said "You see, Parkinson's greatly affects the Carer too, you know," and handed him a stock of our literature about our Association to give to people with PD. To explain: Filling this prescription was symbolic of the disease progression which we, in our way of coping, had sort of believed wouldn't happen. We were in the early stages -- making do with Deprenyl, Artane - and pergolide before having to start the "total control" of levodopa. In retrospect I should have cried in front of the neurologist - but there - oh, one must be brave, practical, resourceful and above all the perfect Carer. WE can't time the shakes for the appointment, But I wonder if it would help in our relationships with the doctors if we turned on the tears once in a while? As a carer, I find dealing with the disease progression is very hard to cope with. It is a constant grieving process to me. What about other carers? Fortunately, I am much too busy mostly to let it get me down. ,,, I remember to pop some Ginseng I am okay! That's all Joy Graham