After much ado I now attempt to add my sentiments to the postings of our labelled-disabled group. In responding to the many postings RE:Disabled, I am compelled to reiterate my feelings during the time of my adjustment. In the beginning the tears are there rready to well up and the voice is a-la-tremulo. We are still in the grip of the powerful shockwave that has put us out to pasture. The totally unexpected diagnosis is like a quivering arrow remaining stuck where it lodged. But that arrow's poison soon becomes diluted by the courage we concoct within ourselves and by the encouragment we receive from our fellow travellers. The tears are less salty. the voice grows stronger, and on some mornings we are able to burst fforth with a nice big smile. We grab the shovel and start digging once more. I have now been re-inspired by the postings of those who responded to the first "Disabled" listing: Dale,Barb, Stan, JWalker, Joac: and by Tony and the membersof our Support Group; and by the pearls of wisdon that keep popping up on this LIST. Carry on ! [log in to unmask] (Mary Manfredi)