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Hello.

My name is Norbert. I have been reading the PARKINSN messages for a few
days now. Since I am new to the group, may I introduce myself.

Briefly, I am 62 years of age and have been diagnosed in 1989 as been
afflicted with the disease. I had the good fortune been able to work until
August of 1995 as a Field Engineer at the Test and Measurement Division of
a prominent electronic and computational company. This was an intensely
interesting job, which I loved very much. I finally came to realise, that
my condition is not helped, if I were to continue this heavy workload.
After consulting with my very supporting wife, a few friends and with my
neurologist, I decided to stop working and relief this pressure point.

Indeed, my symptoms improved somewhat, but it took almost a year to leave
my life behind, so to say. At first, there were lots of phone calls from
colleagues asking for this and that. Gradually this became less and I woke
up to the fact, I can and must organise my life with the talents which
remain available to me.

Fortunately I can walk, talk and still drive my car, although all those
activities are effected with the usual limitation imposed by the disease.
In my case, I reorganised my life around reading studying all the things
which I always wanted to do, when I have time. To know more about our
ancient history, pick up my language studies again (I never make an orator
as my speech muscles a far to inflexible) enjoying good music and trying to
grasp the elementary rules of writing.

All that, by binding these activities into a semi-rigid time table, for I
fear, if I do not approach my life this way, I never get anything done. I
do not feel simply as a casualty, a number. For now, I still feel as a
contributor to life. I find the many comments I read through the PARKINSN
exchange  honest, encouraging, inspiring and very informative. It
reassurance me, I made the right decision.

If the readers detect a somewhat laboured English, they are right. Please
forgive me. My cradle stood in Bonn, Germany.

May wish each and every one a personal richly deserving year.

Norbert Engels
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