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At 03:31 AM 1/16/97 -0500, you wrote:
>Bernard Joly wrote enquiring about my diagnosis...
>
>Bernard,
>
>Thanks for your helpful response.  As to diagnosis - I've seen one
>Parkinson's specialist, who says he's 80% certain I have PD, and one
>Parkinson's nurse (highly experienced), who says she'd put it rather higher
>than that.  But I'll take your advice, and seek another opinion.
>
>Funnily enough, the slight uncertainty is part of my own psychological
>armoury against PD:  I have an inner determination to show these medical guys
>that they were wrong all along, and I think this helps me keep a fighting
>spirit.  Intellectually I think I've accepted that they are probably right,
>but emotionally there's a stubborn part of me that wants to prove that they
>don't know what the hell they're talking about.  ME?!  HOW COULD I POSSIBLY
>HAVE PARKINSON'S? DON'T BE RIDICULOUS!  I'LL SHOW YOU!
>
>A few months ago I was offered a PET scan (Positron emission tomography, with
>doped 18F DOPA), which is one of the only ways to get a positive diagnosis
>(and very expensive - but health care is free in the UK!).  I declined, as
>the ray of hope that it's all a silly mistake helps keep me optimistic and
>carrying on doing things which as a confirmed Parkie I might think were
>beyond me.
>
>I'd be interested to know more about your own psychological techniques.
>
>Best wishes.
>
>Tim Sanderson ([log in to unmask])

Well Tim, you are not alone as I too think that one morning this disease
will disappear and the tremor will have vanished.  Faithful to vitamin C
only only for now. Do keep in touch. Diagnosed officially Oct. 95.
Fell