--PART.BOUNDARY.0.9754.emout12.mail.aol.com.853651059 Content-ID: <[log in to unmask]> Content-type: text/plain Ron, your part of the most wonderful group of people from all over the world who has (have had the exact feeling you have. Some of us have come to the realization that we "caught" this sucking disease and we have to rely on our dr's to determine our future comfort. Others are fortunate enuf to have both good neuros PLUS supporting families. Others havent (will never) accepted their fate. It took me ten years to come to the realization and "accept" it. It happended the day that my husband wanted to go to the movies (cinema for our foreign family) but I couldnt because I had problem walking and I was embarrassed. My family was angry and told me that "we also share your pain" but your holding us all back from our lives. They pointed out all the handicapped parking places, people with crutches or wheelchairs and then it hit me!!!! Why was I punishing myself and them. The next day I bought a wheelchair and my life living (with PD) began. I am fortunate not to need it all the time but we take it with us just in case. I have no problem with using it....this is my life and I want to live it completely. Joyce --PART.BOUNDARY.0.9754.emout12.mail.aol.com.853651059 Content-ID: <[log in to unmask]> Content-type: text/plain; name="MYPDLIFE.WRI" Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable <HTML><PRE><BODY BGCOLOR=3D"#ffffe8">Ron, your part of the most wonderful= group of people from all over the world who has (have had the exact fee= ling you have. Some of us have come to the realization that we "caught" = this sucking disease and we have to rely on our dr's to determine our fut= ure comfort. Others are fortunate enuf to have both good neuros PLUS supp= orting families. Others havent (will never) accepted their fate. =0D It took me ten years to come to the realization and "accept" it. It happ= ended the day that my husband wanted to go to the movies (cinema for our = foreign family) but I couldnt because I had problem walking and I was emb= arrassed. My family was angry and told me that "we also share your pain"= but your holding us all back from our lives. They pointed out all the h= andicapped parking places, people with crutches or wheelchairs and then = it hit me!!!! Why was I punishing myself and them. =0D The next day I bought a wheelchair and my life <I>living </I>(with PD) be= gan. = I am fortunate not to need it all the time but we take it with us just in= case. I have no problem with using it....this is <B>my</B> life and I = want to live it completely. = =0D Joyce =0D = =0D </PRE></HTML> --PART.BOUNDARY.0.9754.emout12.mail.aol.com.853651059--