Until PD re-educated me I used to take better care of my car than of my body. I didn't expect every motor mechanic to know the finer points of the make and model of car I drove. I was more than happy to seek out a mechanic who could get the best out of the car. At the same time I chose my doctor using the proximity method, the nearest got my custom. The day came that, my regular doctor being on holiday, I asked one of his partners to provide me with a script for stemitol(sp?) (I have this little balance problem). Doctor number two, wanted to know who was proscibing contraindicated drugs to a parkie and didn't I know I'd be a 'cot case' within 3 months if I continued taking drugs designed to treat middle ear balance problems when ' as you know your balance problems are PD related". My less then useful response was to sound off in my turn demanding, amoungst other things, to know how the hell was I supposed to know anything when I kept getting contradictory advice from the experts. I went home in an absolute fury, blaming everyone but myself for the situation. Eventually I calmed down, reason prevailed, and only the phrase 'as you know' remained. The truth was I hadn't known, and I have a 100% interest in the problem. Why was I expecting a man whose PD patients represent somewhere around 2% of his list to be fully informed on PD simply because I lived down the road from him? On that day was born a pro-active, parkie activist, I've taught myself and my doctors even as I have learned from them. I talk about PD to anyone who wants to know. I revel in the wealth of experience and the profound insights made available by this list. The experts are still contradicting each other and they always will, GP's and even neurologists still have knowledge gaps and they always will. We still have PD and we always will. Who has the most need to know? Lets stop blaming doctors. Lets learn from them what we can, teach them if they'll let us, and change them if we must. Dennis ++++++++++++++++++++ Dennis Greene [log in to unmask] ++++++++++++++++++++