Hi! I am Ron Carrell, a new list member with parkinsons. I was diagnosed with parkinson's in April of 1987, but I can trace early symptoms back to 1984 In 1995 I became badly incapacitated with freezing and "on-off" symptoms. On April 1 I underwent a pallidotomy at the University of Utah in Salt Lake City. This was done on a single side (right side) as my infirmary was mainly on my left side. The results were excellent; instant relief of my freezing and on-off problems as well as some unexpected results such as : better mobility in being able to get out of chairs, bed etc., ability to walk easier, and all the benefits of improved mental attitude. Now, some ten months later, parky is noticeably progressing on my right side especially. My tremors are getting uncontrollably bothersome, to the point of affecting my ability to feed myself. My balance is poor. Dressing is becoming more difficult, and my memory is diminishing. I gave up my driving (voluntarily) last summer. What a feeling of loss of independence!!!! My wife (Dava) has taken on the responsibilities of care-giver. She is becoming more knowledgeable than I on medications, tips and hints for easing my incapacities, and will be joining the care givers list. I will answer any questions members have on pallidotomies or other aspects of my adventures with parky that I can. Ron Carrell