Marvin, Good for you, and don't apologize. You have every right to your self-pity. We all need to express our true feelings. And this is a great place to do it because we all feel the same way. I look at my young son and think sometimes, what am I doing to him? What does he have to look forward to, besides years of caring for me? I remember when I was active in several sports, and know that I will never be able to do that again. It HURTS. I guess this is my self-pity for now. But, ever on. I now know 3 people in my rural area who also have PD and we may yet be able to get a support group going. Go for it Marvin. and Don't forget how to laugh. Marling [log in to unmask]