Susan A Welcome to the list. Believe me when I say you are not alone. The people on this list are wonderful. I do not have any young children but I work fulltime with seniors with developmental disabilities in a recreational retirement center. They are very active and thus so am I. When I see what they struggle with every day, I find it very hard to feel sorry for myself. Your children sound wonderful. They are blessings and will help you to get through this. Keep fighting. Sue W. 45/2