Due to circumstances beyond my control,I don't respond to many letters on the PD listserve.I feel that your letter does need a response. What I would like to say to you is that you CANNOT let the PD Monster get you!! It may not be what you want to hear,but..You have to accentuate the positive...eliminate the negative..and don't mess with...dum.dee.dum.dee..dum.Oh,you know what I mean! I hope that you are feeling better by the time this letter gets to you.Being YOUNG and being a "PARKY" isn'y all that bad.Things could be worse.(you may not think so now,but it's true) right? How about writing to your congressman about your situation?What about your local support group? If there isn't one START ONE! I did!!!How about just getting out ENJOYING the sunshine!!! The mornings are beautiful where you live!Open those pearly eyes of yours! God works in mysterious ways...Come on now :-) Don't think about what was...Think about what could be..if only you give it a chance. :-) Gotta go now.Off to check out a local college for our Symposium on Sept. 13th. You go and have a GREAT DAY!!and remember..I'm watching you ! Deb Z. WRFMILY