not only did i goof up my tracker, vivian floor scuber. got paint all over me and my tools. fell 3 times for got to close the gate so my pet got out who is blind and deatf. been crying could not even wire juncken box. could not paint my walls. is pd 72/25 or my age. forgot my meds to. friend ccame for help on a trailer he is working on could not help, judith camilla soina talked out waling infront truck. but sure feel like it. but promesed them i would not. whyam i doing such dumb things? to old pd to long? i want to beat this pd. want to walk good. want humer jokes onthe net to help me keep my mind. bad words on the net i did not see. as i don,t use them. if i did i am sorry. can,t spell or type. what is wrong with me now. after learned to bowl golf. why now i can<t thing don,t look atmy tears please. just help.had 2 millen doller now broke. no hospen help. vivian taken to my nero when he get back. 3 cig day to 4 pcks think i will go on my ox. now good by I.Y.Q. don& vivian