^^^^^^GREETINGS FROM^^^^^^^^^^ Ivan Suzman 47/10 [log in to unmask] Portland, Maine land of lighthouses 65 deg. F foggy and mild *********************************************************** Hi Fatta, Below is the post you want on the NPF's abuse. I am hoping PWP pressure as a COMMUNITY would avoid a draining legal avenue of attack on the NPF and its Dr. Sanchez-Ramos. I AM VERY EXHAUSTED at the moment, with meds and the NADH enzyme not preventing freeze-ups and excruciating muscle cramps. Permax, Parlodel and Mirapex are ALL unusable in my body. I get horrible side-effects, including dangerously low blood pressure and total intestinal blockage. I don't think I have the strength, the money or the time to fight a legal battle alone, especially from a distance of 1500 miles (Maine to Miami). . I would feel much better if the Listmembers would start a letter and phone campaign to force the NPF to act to restore the $3400 I am claiming. The NPF's phone number is 1-800-327-4545 in the U.S. Sincerely, IVAN Sent: Friday, September 05, 1997 5:35 AM To: Multiple recipients of list PARKINSN Subject: Dear Friends, please help... Dear World Listfriends, I am in great pain as I write this letter to all of you. What you are about to read is not what I visualized I would ever have to write you about. Every time I turn on my computer to get my e-mail, and see among the many wonderful messages, the informative and encouraging posts by Larry Hoffheimer, who is not only a list member, but also the National Parkinson's Foundation's Counsel, a Udall Bill star proponent, and a top-notch Muhammad Ali promoter, a wrenching, deep, painful, wound stabs and stabs at me. This happened to me again about an hour ago. Like any person living with Young Onset Parkinson's Disease, I want to feel hopeful and encouraged by Mr. Hoffheimer's energetic work, but instead I feel jaded, disheartened, used and abused, and my stomach ties up in knots. I am going to pour out my guts to you, and tell you what happened. Maybe somebody can be the healer I need so badly. Please consider this letter to be an Open Appeal to all list members who have time, to PLEASE help me close a TERRIBLY painful wound. . I need YOU to help, because, I feel that we are a Caring Community of Support, unlike any other. Somewhere there is a list member who has the answer, the resources, the ideas, the contacts, the negotiating skills. In May of 1995, after 4 months of detailed preparations, I was thrilled, because I had saved and borrowed $3400.00. I could finally travel to Florida with a hired Certified Nurse's Aide, for an appointment with a FAMOUS neurologist at the reknowned National Parkinson's Foundation Clinic in Miami. My dream of getting help from a world-famous clinic dominated a happy, but cautiously undertaken, plane ride to Florida. The two of us first spent a week on the beaches, resting from the exhausting Maine winter, and then, both somewhat restored, drove to Miami and registered at the Day's Inn, near the NPF office and laboratory complex. We began to make the final preparations to see the NPF's doctors. During,the soothing, warm evening in Miami, the CNA (Arthur Lemieux) and I reviewed, refined and re-defined my many questions for the young neurologist. Both of us hoped this appointment would dramtically improve our handling of my symptoms, and our understanding of Parkinson's. I planned to share our Florida experience with my friends in the Greater Portland Parkinson's Disease Support Group, which I had founded two years earlier, in the spring of 1993. TO our absolute HORROR, when we presented ourselves at the appointed time, 2:00 PM, the doctor was NOWHERE to be found ( Juan Sanchez- Ramos). He is the NPF magazine editor, and one of five doctors at the NPF clinic. I have never recovered from the shock I experienced at that moment. The NPF staff had set up my appointment, and had confirmed it just hours before, by phoning our room at the Day's Inn. No one ever told me why the clinic doctor was not present for my 2:00 PM appointment, or why the NPF had no covering or substitute doctor available to see me. They BUNGLED my plans, and I am still suffering the consequences. Mr. Hoffheimer eventually wrote me, in his official role as NPF counsel in Washington DC, to say it was NOT the NPF's responsibility to refund me the $3400.00 I had to spend on two round-trip flights from Maine ( about 6,000 air miles), hotel costs for two nights, and three days' transportation, food, and other basic traveling expenses, plus Mr. Lemieux's fees. Larry's letter killed any hope of restoring me the $3400.00 I had spent. I didn't realize that I was being discarded and buried. But now I RISE to ask again for help. I think many listmembers know me now, and my dear cyberfriends, somehow, I think you can answer. I had to go back to Maine with my Certified Nurses' Aide immediately after the scheduled, but unfulfilled appointment. The airplane tickets were not transferrable to other flights, and Mr. Lemieux (my CNA), who had been given permission to go on temporary leave to travel with me, had to be back in Maine at work at the Nursing Agency that employed him to care for me and other patients. Much of the money was borrowed. Because I live from one month to the next on Social Security, which is $664.00 per month, and charity, I have suffered a devastating loss. Every time I see "National Parkinson's Foundation" I feel like throwing up and I get depressed. I do not want to feel this way, but I can't stop the pain. Mr. Hoffheimer, NPF staff, and fellow PWP's and caregivers, would you PLEASE help me resolve my horrible loss. Two and a half years of pain is eating at me. Enough is enough! Painfully, Ivan Suzman 47/10 --------- End forwarded message ----------