i don,t know how to say all i want. vivian is up set with me. i got in fight we the people be side of us on properit lines. yelled at the wasterest for geting backon. like ken after 5 months in the hospital my home had to be handycaped be for i got to come home. meds i am lost now. cut and paist. hoo left hwom after 25 years of this i don,t why i am like i am. never was. would like to see your email addrees at the end so i could yous iti in place of the net. i was a good tinker or inventer be for. now nothing i do is right. am scared. don,t want to make any one mad. my head is so full i cant get it all out. i seam to help any body an more. why why? vivian heart is bad again. my dog is dying. why not me? old enough. even after 51yrs i still love her. been very fatherl to her. well good by for now. I.Y.Q.don&vivian [log in to unmask] 72/25