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Thank you Barb Mallut, Dennis Greeneand DebbiWHite. I HATE PD today!! I feel like throwing plates and smashing them . can you relate? Feel like my temper is going to explode. Don't know why these feelings are dominating. What happened to peace?? I'm feeling trapped and depressed today..have a fever, sweating whenever my meds kick in. get soaked-FIVE T-shirt changes today. This sweating is driving me nuts. Wonder if itsNADH....why am I sweating? Is it Sinemet? Is it Mirapex. Taking 27 pills a day. Managing is getting overwhelming. No VIvian like Don has. Looked in the mirror at a VERY tired unshaven man who looks roadweary. Getting up every three hours at night is taking a toll on me. Looking drawn. I am So pissed at the NPF not answering me. Wish the LIstMEMBERS could put the screws to the NPF decision-makers. Wish the Listmembers could fax and call and write I am going to post again on NPF tricks. Feel so frustrated by having to go to City Welfare...where is the miracle-it's your letters about massage, and Debbi White who noticed that I lost my kitty last year in the fire... Thank you for writing.... a ray of hope on a black day of gloom. IVAN ^^^^^^GREETINGS FROM^^^^^^^^^^ Ivan Suzman 47/10 [log in to unmask] Portland, Maine land of lighthouses deg. F *********************************************************** On Sat, 11 Oct 1997 13:53:04 -0400 Barbara Mallut <[log in to unmask]> writes: >Ivan, m'friend.... > >I've been thinking 'bout ya the past few days and want to let ya know >how much >I like you and appreciate you. Respect, too.... > >We're both walking on similar paths, and are heading towards the same >destination, but we're each getting' there in our own way. Neither >route is >the wrong one... just different from the other. I value the >differences in >you that makes you so uniquely YOU and enjoy the glimpses I get of you >traveling your path even as I travel mine. > >I admire your tenacity immensely (even tho it sometimes frustrates me) >and >that determination to get accomplished those things important to you. > >I treasure your wonderful way with words when you take a mental flight >of >fancy and share it with us here on the List. When you paint a verbal >picture >for us, I can see everything you describe down to the tiniest, most >colorful >detail. THAT'S the power of your words, Ivan.... > >Finally, I recognize I tend to jump on your back when you come out of >what I >consider to be 'left field" and tell someone the "correct" way to >speak. >Please know my response is more of a "knee-jerk" one rather than a >spiteful >one meant to cause you any pain. I'd never want to do THAT to anyone, >much >less someone like you whom I really care about. > >You're "good people," Ivan.... and I'm glad to know you. > >Love to ya..... > >Barb Mallut >[log in to unmask] >