i ashed mom to have my girls wrigt an essay on theire dad. she said no. they both are having trouble coping one 51 other 48. the older saw me in the beging. youngest after 18yrs. she ask mom when is her dad coming back to her. both have said they never wanted any but their old dad when young. as lot told them they whised vivian and i where there parents. told mom they could not understand that. how could you want some body else be your mother and dad. so i won't ask them. vivian say she has 2 husbands don and mr pd one. but she loves both. i wonder how some of you ever wounde about your chileden. what they think. what do try and tell them. when there young.do they see change in us? i think at times it it wores for them than us and our cg. with vivian bad heart i try to be good. but i do know at time i scream at her. don't you know i got pd. theire has not much i have not seen or done. inventer,phot weddings can't the p word been to nudist camp to pho for magengess prived contactor. made over 5 millon dollers lost it all. hosp bills gave lot away. but am happyer now than in long time. some one said they could see lot better in my post befor my new meds. i want to old befor pd don.still looking for answer. my live is to help pwp's so when i am wrong tell me. working on a way to get in out of cars. am starting to paint my old pc room for vivian. judith can tell it was amess. so bring your old work and come to lima. will not hold my breath. got to get joke in. goog luck you pwp's [log in to unmask] 72/25 lima,ohio I.YQ.don& vivian love of my live.