hi dennis you wrote: >Onward to your next tangent oh "curious" one >(should I call you Alice?). you can call me alice you can call me janet you can call me giannetta just don't call me late for dinner [sorry, it must be goofy time] and then you wrote: >Janet, the operative word here is suspect. I have no >figures or studies to quote. I do have a destinct impression, >formed from 10 years of talking to PWP, carers and neuros, >that there is an assumption that PWP are unhappy (and >therefore, depressed). This seems to be based on the >undeniable fact that with our mask faces we look unhappy. interesting you've been in this game 10 years to my 9 but your experience has been that much 'richer' in a sense since i have had no exposure to other parkies, carers, support groups etc i have mentioned before that i suspect that my pd is probably head trauma and/or pesticide related which might account for a lot of the secondary symptoms which do not manifest in me: specifically in this context 'the classic pd mask face' so that didn't occur to me as a factor as you describe i suppose my hyper awareness of cd is much more oriented, based on my actual experience, toward its underdiagnosis in society in general rather than its manifestation in parkies >With the incidence of CD within PD already so high (up to 50%) >it is easy enough to assume that the sad looking, apparently >demotivated ("doesn't seem to initiate anything") individual in >front of you is part of the 50%. When you consider that, here >in Australia, the average GP will have at most 2-3 patients with >PD, they don't get much exposure to the naunces of the condition. i hate to think of our medicos either underdiagnosing it or overdiagnosing it my understanding is that simple tests like the beck depression inventory are accurate and definitive guides i hope your suspicion is wrong; otherwise it seems that medications might be prescribed unnecessarily >.... I know CD from the outside. I know it is real and I know what >it can do. Thank God I have never had it, and hopefully, never will in a sense, all of you have witnessed my emergence from the cd pit in june, when i started 'communicating' again i mentioned in one of my 'perceptions' posts that i thought dealing with cd was a tougher battle for me than pd i still feel that way >I have however felt great sadness because of PD. >I have mourned for the might have beens, >cried for the should have beens. >I have raged against the injustice, >the pure and simple unfairness of it all. i have never been able to drum up that kind of anger or resentment against either cd or pd i don't know why but i am starting to realize that i may have been interpreting anyone else's anger or resentment, temporary or long-term, as something to 'be fixed' or as an 'obvious' sign of cd hmmmm... another case of 'my way or the highway" thinking? if i don't feel any resentment, you 'shouldn't' either? hmmmm... whew nothing like a quibble or two to clear out some old cobwebs, no? thanks, dennis your cyber-sis alice/pollyanna/janet [!] janet [log in to unmask]