i just read my posts am very nervis having trouble useing my mouse and
typing. been up since 1:30 am went to bed at 11:00. a lot of you now see
what i have been trying to say for along time about pd. it is a very nasty
sickenss. but there is others worse off than us. i did not for years wnat
any one to know i had pd was a shamed. now i am not. was down on god and the
world. one day i woke up and found out it not that bad and help pwp. that is
what i want to do. post this day seems i am helpng some. my memery is in
need of help. after 26yrs you begeen to learn a little. weight i now take a
new med to help me went from 116 to 122. but am going up. i will not fib to
you you do loose lot of memerory as time goes on. this moring i could not
hold cup cooffee so i called vivian she got a big cup and only but a little
in and said use 2 hands to hold my cup. smat alec. love her. my childeren
was home for xmas. you see i don't like them to see me shake and flalling
doun. they resured me of there love for me. boy it helped. so pwp our famly
loves us for us not as we where. i got leather bond bible with gold
lettering my name on it large print. it is a teaaching bible. so i will try
and help in my dumb way to help pwp. i do at times want to give up and just
die. but is that what what god wants. i am not what you call relegeios guy
but believe. so get hobby fix light just try and do some thing good help
your cg when you can they have it roughh at times too.as they say we all are
diff. meds for me may not be good for you. i realy don't know what i am
talling about this moring. so for give. i love all pwp. gueese i had better
quit. have a good day. and live to fullest of what you can do.
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I.Y.Q.don&vivian love of my life
