well after crying most of the night i am ok i usely get up ar 0500:am mom let me sleep till 0800:am and must of hurt my head as i don't understand most of todays post. got me all mixted up a jim,sfazia who post i send came back. i still dumb me still like to see email addreess at enr as not to send a lot to the post. as so many of you are the only ones i get to talk to as i do not leave my house. am trying to get over it. will come heck or high water. judith hows weather up at your place viviaan would like to know. [log in to unmask] I.Y.Q. don&vivian