This is a multi-part message in MIME format. ------=_NextPart_000_0025_01BD2DBE.DEF3D5C0 Content-Type: text/plain; charset="iso-8859-1" Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable Dear List, Just some of what I have felt. Feel free to critique. It comes to me in the night without warning. It knows no prejudice. It = is like an albatross around my neck that won=92t relent. The sheer = weight I feel on my shoulders; the heaviness of all my limbs; the = staring from all directions. They are all that masque my true feelings = for myself, my family and all that my mind sees. It is all encompassing. = This omnipresence, it infiltrates any type of barrier I resort to. It = does not sleep. It does not nap. It does not know a vacation. It robs = any fine motor control I possess. It hides any smile I may attempt. It = changes my diet. I am not regular. I feel compressed like I have been = trash compacted. It fatigues me. It depresses me. It is abusive and has = no conscience. I fight back day and night because I will never give in to this = villainous plague. I take medicine. I have operations. I adapt. I = continue to try and smile through the camouflaging with my words. I give = support. I accept support. I vent my frustration in private. I may be = stiff but never rigid. I educate. I learn. I consult. I sleep. I nap. I = have a massage. I am an advocate. I am on the list. I will win someday! Regards, Greg Leeman 37/6 [log in to unmask] ------=_NextPart_000_0025_01BD2DBE.DEF3D5C0 Content-Type: text/html; charset="iso-8859-1" Content-Transfer-Encoding: quoted-printable <!DOCTYPE HTML PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD W3 HTML//EN"> <HTML> <HEAD> <META content=3Dtext/html;charset=3Diso-8859-1 = http-equiv=3DContent-Type> <META content=3D'"MSHTML 4.71.1712.3"' name=3DGENERATOR> </HEAD> <BODY bgColor=3D#ffffff> <DIV> <P><FONT color=3D#000000 size=3D2>Dear List,</FONT></P> <P><FONT size=3D2>Just some of what I have felt. Feel free to=20 critique.</FONT></P> <P>It comes to me in the night without warning. It knows no prejudice. = It is=20 like an albatross around my neck that won’t relent. The sheer = weight I=20 feel on my shoulders; the heaviness of all my limbs; the staring from = all=20 directions. They are all that masque my true feelings for myself, my = family and=20 all that my mind sees. It is all encompassing. This omnipresence, it = infiltrates=20 any type of barrier I resort to. It does not sleep. It does not nap. It = does not=20 know a vacation. It robs any fine motor control I possess. It hides any = smile I=20 may attempt. It changes my diet. I am not regular. I feel compressed = like I have=20 been trash compacted. It fatigues me. It depresses me. It is abusive and = has no=20 conscience.</P> <P>I fight back day and night because I will never give in to this = villainous=20 plague. I take medicine. I have operations. I adapt. I continue to try = and smile=20 through the camouflaging with my words. I give support. I accept = support. I vent=20 my frustration in private. I may be stiff but never rigid. I educate. I = learn. I=20 consult. I sleep. I nap. I have a massage. I am an advocate. I am on the = list. I=20 will win someday!</P> <P><FONT color=3D#000000 size=3D2>Regards,</FONT></P> <P><FONT size=3D2>Greg Leeman 37/6 <A=20 href=3D"mailto:[log in to unmask]">[log in to unmask]</A></FONT></P= > <P><FONT size=3D2></FONT> </P></DIV></BODY></HTML> ------=_NextPart_000_0025_01BD2DBE.DEF3D5C0--