in eespoonse to coping with retirement adjusting to the abrkupt change of not"working" takes somme time. I am a 57/17 who got their diagnosis on their40 birthday. My first neuro saaid he expected me to be onteh job for 20 years. I maade it 12. During which i was selected outstanding teacher twoice at Stephens College. I was encouraged to quit wheen the tremor iinterfered with ay blackboard writing and handling chemicals in lab. I was upseet at the time becasue I tho[ught I had some good years left. But after about six months I realllized it was the best thing that happened to me. the stress of the heaavy teachiing load was gone andmiytremmor had imprroved. TAhank goodnes for disability insurance.The idea is to find something that isworthwhile doing. I am librarian for the local woodworking club.I can stiil wwok inmy shop forashort time beforre my meds wear off. My wife still works,,so I learned how to do the laundry aadn i do simple cooking. II can fix a whole meal athat's acceptable. Myi wife evenssuggests rrciipies for me try. I goto eexercise-stretching classthree times a week. The poiiint I amm getting at is not to feel sorry for yooursself. youdon't haveto look far to fiind someoone in worst sahpe than you are. theee plentiy of opprtunities to do construtive thimgs....I haven't gotten motivatd too do house cleaning as often as my wife would like. I weishIcould adjust the computer toelimiinaate the echoo or doble letters wwhen I type.Keep ooon pluggiiing. Harold Anderson