Paul, I know three well respected men each of whom got very paranoid over their wives "having an affair." In retrospect, it is doubtful that any fooling around was happening. Mental difficulties are so common while taking these powerful drugs that I consider a good, chemically oriented, shrink an integral part of a good PD treatment team. I believe Medicare will pay for one. It could save your life as well as your marriage. I can recommend a good one in St. Louis. Also, anger is part of the "acceptance process"--a reaction and adjustment to what one has lost. Old power and authority systems in your marriage will change. Courage lad, this too can pass. Regards, WHH 54/18 PS: there are a lot of "been there, done that, and surviveds" out there.