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Today, after having a major, bout with bummed out-ness, I cam home and cried on my roomates shoulder. things were, better. I sat out on the porch and looked out at he approaching thunderstorm accross the carribean sea. I sat. as I sat wallowing in my frustrations and sadness, I began to get very clear, all of a sudden my senses became heightend, each bird was clearly audible, andevery leaf and flower was suddenly visible, the breeze on my skin was soft and cool.. I stood and felt and heard and saw. and I though, boy, am I a lucky person, look at me look at where I am, I am really lucky, besides this godamm disease I have just about everything! and then I realized that (not to sound too cosmic) the universe is tryin to talk to me , it's sending me a message... Listen..) I was very calm and content and enjoyed the sites and sounds. THEN, I NOTICED some color in the sky, and another... slowly a rainbow began to form. And then another and the a third one (almost) before my eyes a double almost triple rainbow , at sunset, almost 7 pm it was amazing! We sat and watched and wondered! it got brighter and brighter, now and then a flash of lightenng, in the darkening sky, and a moon above it all. amazing, The universe wasnt just talking to me, It was yelling! INCREDIBLE WHAT YOU CAN HEAR AND SEE IF YOU LOOK AND LISTEN! that's all I wanted to say. Have a good day lisa in paradise see my post re: " a rough time"