Barb, Believe me when I say, ya can tell me anything. I, have had some substantial problems myself. And my biggest problem is I dwell on them in my spare time. Being single is great at times; independence, independence? and freedom. God, I sound like the bicentennial celebration. 1976, lets not go there. Barb, you always respond to others, to give them a boost, slap or <grin>. You need to be able to get that stuff out. It festers inside ya, like a boil under a hot wash cloth. No, seriously, Barb, I have been facing five figure debt and disability at the age of 37. It has been resolved in the last few days without nearly as much pain as I thought. I asked some people some tough favors and got lucky. It was in fact quite humiliating. Not the PD, but what it helps to produce. As I have said it is there everyday when we get up. But as you said there are great people on this list to support you. I have never met you, however, I would do anything for you that was in my power to do. Because you are a very genuine person. That can't be put on in the zillion helpful posts you have made. I think I do pretty well most of the time relatin to folks. You on the other hand, have a gift beyond that. Where as I worry to much about hurtin others, you take your intuitive way and help people in ways I never could. What I'm trying to tell ya is I love ya! Don't ever stop being yourselve. The financial problems will work themselves out. And if you ever need an ear to bend call me @207-771-0835 or email your number and I will call you on the Parkinson line. Greg Leeman