Hi Debbie, Thank you for your letter, The CG roster is improved, but I'm not out of the woods yet. Every day I have help, but only 4 out of 7 nights. At night, I need to take medications at 9:30, 12:30 and 4:15, I am now getting exhausted and close to immobile when I awaken at night. I often cannot turn in bed unaided. I am alone until Jay comes back on August 15 for his sophomore year in college. He is with his dad and sisters in New Jersey for a needed rest. He is an angel caregiver. I wish you were nearby, I would feel safer. Noone should be alone in their 12th year of PD, I am so glad you wrote. Bless you. On the bright side, this morning we picked about a quart of fresh strawberries from the yard, and tonight we feasted on my stawberry-vanilla yoghurt jello pie. It was truly heavenly. I must get to bed again right now. Please maintaain contaact. That will help me so very much. You can calll me at (207) 797-8488 any time. Love Ivan <<<<dw>>>> PS I am also posting this to the list, Usually I don't post personal letters, but this time I want to tell people what's happening to me. I hope you don't mind. ^^^^^^WARM GREETINGS FROM^^^^^^^^^^ Ivan Suzman 48/11 [log in to unmask] Portland, Maine land of lighthouses 56 deg. F calm *********************************************************** On Thu, 25 Jun 1998 21:44:36 -0400 "Debbie White" <[log in to unmask]> writes: >Ivan, I'm about 1,000 letters behind on the list and am slowly getting >up >to speed. I just finished your letter, describing the loss of your >CGs. I >am sorry to hear this. > >I hope things are better now. > >Debbie White >[log in to unmask] > >