Hello, As you are certainly aware a person can be alone in a room with 50 people. And by the same comparison this person could feel completely at ease--calm , cool and collected with 1 person in the room or in some cases no one but himself. It is all dependent upon one's frame of reference and attitude. But to the question you asked. There are a whole lots of people in the same boat you are. If you will reach out just a little you will be inundated with outstretched arms. Many are seeking just a simple understanding of what you have had to go through. Many have not and will not take this first step you did.You are on your way and you are not alone. Thanks for sharing-God bless-----pete