Dear Nita: I understand the outlook part of willing myself to feel better. On most occasions I can do some of that, but I put myself thru so much. I have no one to blame but me. I did everything to excess and never thought I would have all these problems. I still am having some excess problems I try not to overeat but I have a very difficut time. I also, usually have a discussion with the committee that has residence in my head. I have to tell them to shut up and leave me alone. It works. I appreciate your courage and strength. I will keep it close so I may be able to rest my body. Gina 47/7 mos