Don, the best advice I could give anyone now is "Listen to Don. he KNOWS what he is talking about!" I will add a few words. I will say don't BLAME God for the "bad things" unless you THANK Him for the good things. God, in my view, is like a parent, giving and wanting only good things for a child, but not always able to prevent bad things from happening. Also, those that have anger and rage, and are impatient, are the people who help those of us, who are complacent and willing to just let things happen. It is good that we all have different personalities and abilities. One more thing, whether you are young or old, don't lose your hope for a miracle cure for Parkinson's, it has happened for other diseases, it could take years, but it could also be weeks! [log in to unmask]