Friends, I sure didn't mean to raise such a fuss with my "I want a cure...NOW," message. What I did mean to do was keep the search alive for a CURE and not just temporary fixes, such as all of these pills we are taking. Anyway, I want to say thank you to all of the thoughtful people who responded to my post. And I didn't mean that I am more worthy of a cure than any other Parkinson's patient. I am still angry. Don't think I will ever let go of the anger. I suppose most of my anger should be directed at myself, because I did this. I've been carrying these bags for a hundred miles. I've got a head full of dynamite and I've got a bed full of nails. It's all my own fault. Jacob