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Hi Bernard: Thank you for your email. It is difficult sometimes to sort out the seeds that create crab grass and the ones that grow Kentucy Blue. And I find It's hard to not search how the crab grass got there. I would greatly appreciate your poems, as I really like to laugh and feel good inside. I read some of your works in the Web and it was very entertaining, insightful, and came from inside. The "Not Alone" statement is in a way starting to come around. I trust some but not all due to background. And I find it is difficult to keep the beat going as most of my friends here have no clue what Parkinson's Disease is all about. The comment that I keep hearing is "Well, you can't die from it. I understand these are small minds that are not with me. But I have a few friends that include me, take me places. I have dreams, nightmares I don't know. I have trained to intruprete dreams. Interesting so even a nightmare is a learning tool. Dreams are not always what they seem. Nightmares are not always what they seem. Just try to make sure you are driving always, not neccessarily your own car but make sure your're driving and if you have a dog or cat keep it with you. It is you intutition. I sleepwalk something terrible. I make food (a plate with a guest ticket and peanut butter spread on piece of paper ticket. I kept thinking hot Dogs (I know) sounded good and was told try the one thawed in Microwave. Yes, there was a package of hot dogs . I used to eat M&M when I quit drinking (almost 10 yrs ago) alcohol is cured in sugar so you would crave sugar. I woke one morning, with chocolate M&Ms in my closed fist, M&M do melt on my face, my white satin sleepware and my fist so don't ever talk about this because MM's do melt in your hand, and your face, and your neck and sleepware. The hardest time I have is my friends here I don't want them to solve me and I know they can't but they haven't picked up on that one. A few have said "I'm so angry at you Gina, because I can't fix you." "And I feel so helpless" They also want to tie me somewhere in the House, they are afriad I will walk out. Kinda worried me also. Thanks for your kindness, Gina, TTFN