Funny how I never really cared much for myself growing up.....always too chubby, etc.....but as each day goes by there is something I do miss about that me.......her ability to move each day without a handful of pills......her sleeping anywhere from 8-10 hours.....her line-dancing till the wee hours of the morning....These days I feel more and more like those huge tortoises you see at the zoo.......creeping along...these 38 years feel like 98......(But on the bright side...those tortoises live to be hundreds of years old......and we all know the "cure" is only 5 yrs away).....So okay..........I have vented......and now its up to me to go find that old me..........at least the part I liked......watch out health food store....Im coming to buy that soy milk....and throw in a bottle of grape seed extract please......watch out neighbors....Im gonna be walking around w/my walkman on singing to my 60's tapes.......and who knows........maybe I will drool on my pillow an extra hour tonight.....us Parkies gotta keep truckin..............Love, Nicole 38/7