Hi Joan, I liked what you wrote this morning, I to believe in God and am a Christian. I have asked for a healing through prayer. I also believe that we all have a cross to bear, If this is mine I plan to pick it up and run with it also. I also know that at time when I feel down that I can get strength from him, and at thoses times he will carry me. I am also doing what I can to help myself. I plan to fight this P>D> with ever thing I have. Janice Morgan -----Original Message----- From: Stan or Joan Snyder <[log in to unmask]> To: Multiple recipients of list PARKINSN <[log in to unmask]> Date: Tuesday, September 22, 1998 7:01 AM Subject: Re: PD healing >Boy, oh boy! Wendy-little sister, you sure do like to stir the pot & >open up discussions. I'm afraid that I agree wholeheartedly with Dennis >on this one! I don't believe that God has inflicted me with PD or that >it is a punishment for something bad that I have done (I'd be in up to >my neck with diseases!). He isn't that kind of God. Way back, He gave >Adam & Eve (everyman & everywoman) the choice of "ignorance is bliss" or >the knowledge of good & evil. I believe that human nature caused >him/her/us to pick the knowledge of good & evil; thus because of our >choice of free will, God watches as we screw things up. Not that He >can't or won't step in & interfere-for no one believes more in miracles >than i do. I believe that there are several types of healing: physical, >emotional, spiritual, sexual-all kinds for all the messes that we've >wrought upon ourselves. I have experienced miracles: Spiritual-with the >help of God and my sweet husband, I turned my life around-from first >class party girl to a journey of faith that continues today; Physical-my >first pallidotomy was guided by my skilled surgeon & the Holy Spirit. >The emotional healing has taken a bit longer & I have a few relapses >from time to time, but I see my acceptance of my disease & all my human >flaws magnified (handwriting, voice, tremors, falling, drooling, >freezing) as lessons from God letting me know that I can overcome these >& somehow inspire others with my spirit. Don't get me wrong, I'll be 5th >or 6th in line when they find a cure, but I don't expect or demand one. >If this is my cross to carry, then on most days, I will pick it up >(joyfully-I ain't that good yet!; but pick it up I will) and run with it >as best I can. I'm not dumping on your new age beliefs & I certainly >believe in the power of prayer & fath healing but when I pray >(constantly), I ask for God's will to be done & for us to have the faith >to believe that eveything is done for a reason & Lord, help me to be a >better person. Wendy, I admire your youth, fire & committment to >whatever will help you deal with/cure you! May God go with you! >Love to you all & Happy New Year to all my Jewish friends, >Joan Snyder (47/8) "Do or do not. There is no try."Yoda >[log in to unmask] >http://www.newcountry.nu/pd/members/snyder/page1.htm >