To George and others who can accept this "thing" as a "gift" and go gracefully into their future. I am very glad for you that you can accept it and live with it. I CANNOT. I will go kicking and screaming and never giving up. I do not want this disorder and I will not accept it. It MUST have a CAUSE and a METHOD, and a CURE. I will not accept anything as long as any of us must suffer with this damn thing. I feel the same way about many other disorders, but this one is in my home everyday, lives within me and I want it OUT. Marling McReynolds [log in to unmask]