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74/30 i realy don't how to start this story. i have just about lost all hope all i want to do now is cry and just whatch the world go by. i even gave my whell chair to a ms person. i read how every bady says the can,t do this or that be cause of PD. vivian said maybe just a few i times i have said it. marling got mad because they said she looked good. i was very happy when told that. did not whant to look as i was about to die. VIVIAN said don you got a out side door needs some paint on before winter. said i could not do it as i had PD. MAN did she get up set. lool at JOHN GLENN HE SAYS AGE GOT NOTHING TO DO WHAT YOU CAN DO. a man of 82 came to my house to rake my leaves. i never hear from any one any more guse i am not much help any more. had this Dm PD and to old to do any thing. my baby even got me a little puppy. not happy with all the work to house train it feed it told her if she had PD she would not be so hapyy. then she cryed. i don,t know what to do any more no heelp to any one. VIVIAN MY CHILREN i might as well give up. lookes as if we aren,t getting any cure or money to help. it will be so easy to sit back and let some else do it for you. you see i fought for 30 or more years what has it got me any thanks no. been thinking of leaving the list have not decided yet. i don,t understand re or re to all i thought was re was to one peson and no body could read it re to all every one could. JANET,BARM P JUDITH WHAT SHOULD I DO. CRYING AS I WRITE make any sence to any body? where is god i need him. what ever religen. ia am just a guy you gave PD to. DON don't quit now 30 years is not such a long time. you whant tolive to be 110 so get in the ball game. it takes a strong pearson to win a fight ok DON so quit your crying ok go play with your puppy ok by DON