Don What a time you are having!! Let yourself feel sad and cry a little more then get interested in something and the tears will dry We need you and your family needs you and the new puppy needs you by the way you didn't say what kind of dog and how big When I think I will whine a little I think of you and your 25 years of Mr PD and Ithink how I am on your trail just 7 years back and I'm going to be active when Iget to 25 years just wait and see Anne Rutherford