my dear cyber-dad-don In a message dated 1998/10/18 13:25:46, you wrote, in part: << JANET, BARB P, JUDITH, WHAT SHOULD I DO? I'M CRYING AS I WRITE does this make any sense to anybody? where is god? - i need him, whatever religion. i am just a guy you gave PD to. DON don't quit now 30 years is not such a long time. you want to live to be 110, so get in the ball game. it takes a strong person to win a fight ok DON so quit your crying ok go play with your puppy ok bye DON >> i haven't replied up to now because i felt that you had found your own answers by doing some painful digging within yourself in full view of us all you are a light-house showing us the way much love sis ps i want some puppie-tales! janet paterson - 51/10 - almonte/ontario/canada http://www.newcountry.nu/pd/members/janet/ [log in to unmask]