I would like to thank Barb for her welcome. As she requested, I will introduce myself. I am Juelie McLean (50) of Bozeman, Montana. It is my husband, Dan, that has Parkinsons. Dan turned 50 in April and was diagnosed shortly thereafter with PD. I thought the last 5-6 years that he was dealing with mid-life crisis and depression...his personality had changed so. He has been extremely healthy all his life....rarely gets colds or flu. He is a very scheduled person....early to bed, early to rise....unlike me ;o) Although he did not tell me, he made an appointment for a physical in December because of how he had been feeling for some time. His physical came back with everything in perfect order. It was this spring that I became disturbed by some physical symptoms I was noticing. He seemed to stoop forward a bit and was not swinging his arms at all. He held his left shoulder up higher than the right all the time. Said it was hurting him. He was starting to do things so slowly. Even his touch changed.....his fingers felt clammy....not smooth and dry. He displayed occasional tremor in the hands in a resting position, but he always attributed that to having too much coffee. We thought maybe it was hypoglycemia. He did have a form of hepititus as a child and had a thyroid problem as a young person, but had gotten over both uneventfully. He grew up on a farm and was involved with the farm work as a very young boy...which of course involved working with pesticides and herbicides. In college he was given an assistantship while working on his Master's in soils. It was with the weed research lab in which he was again around all these chemicals. After college he joined the Soil Conservation Service and was a field soil scientist until about 11 years ago when he moved into an regional office position here in Bozeman, Montana. To get back to his time of diagnosis....Because he hadn't mentioned any of his physical symptoms to the doctor at the physical, I made an appointment to see our family physician again. He gave Dan a very thorough exam and then started to move his elbows and shoulder about. He told me to feel...the ratcheting movement. Then he said to us....out of the blue, "I think you may have Parkinson's Disease. I would like you to see a Neurologist to confirm this diagnosis.". Needless to say, my stomach dropped into my toes....I went cold as ice. We were expecting something like hypoglycemia. We made an appointment with a neuro in Billings, MT (Montana's largest city) and then I went out onto the internet to learn all I could. At our appointment in Billings, the doctor had Dan take an MRI which ruled out any other possibilities. He then confirmed the diagnosis of Parkinson's. He gave us a packet from Requip that contained a video, 3 weeks samples and a night light. He said that witin 3-5 days Dan should start feeling some symptomatic relief. This didn't sound right to me with what I had been reading, but who was I to not believe a doctor. So home we went...and even by the end of the 3rd week when all the medacine was gone, Dan was not feeling any better. The doctor was concerned. We went back, but this time I had read up on Requip and it said that the samples were not even theropudic dosage. It was on an average of 8 weeks when symptoms were improved and it was around 8mg a day of Requip that most people got symptomatic relief. I had also read a lot about Selegaline (Eldapryl). I asked the doctor 2 times how many patients around 50 years of age he treated before he finally told me that Dan was the only one. I asked about the Selegaline and he looked at me like it was none of my business. He then excused himself and left the room for about 10-15 minutes. When he returned, he had the Selegaline and said he had confered with his collegue. I asked how many patients around 50 years old his collegue treated and he said he didn't know....maybe 2-3. When we left his office that time, we decided that this doctor seemed threatened by how much we had learned about Parkinson's and decided we needed to find another doctor. After many phone calls, we decided to go to the Parkinson's Institute in Sunnyvale, CA. It is deemed a "center of excellance" and since they only treat Parkinson's and parkinson's related disorders and do research, we felt we would get someone who had experience. We saw a Dr. Petsinger (woman) and found her very knowlegeable. She said that both Requip and Mirapex were very good dopamine agonist, but we decided to switch to Mirapex because of the antidepressant attirbute in Mirapex. Dan was experiencing great anxiety and depression. She told us that he was in the "honeymoon" stage of the disease and that most anything at this point would help his symptoms. We also told her of the Vitamin C, E, Co-Q10, and Melatonin that he was taking. She said that if she had the disease, she would be doing the same thing in case they really do help. She also said that they like to see their patients every 4 months, but we can't afford to fly to CA 3 times a year, so we are searching for another doctor here in Montana that we can feel comfortable with. We have narrowed it down to two....probably the only two in Montana with experience. Dan's symptoms have really improved at this point and we are thankful for that. (He is taking 1.5mg Mirapex 3/day and 5mg Eldapryl in the morning and at noon.) He has 5 years until he is of age to retire (now called the Natural Resource and Conservation Service--USDA) and we are hopeful that he will be able to do that. We are fortunate to have good insurance benefits through the government. We met Nancy Burnham at a Regional meeting and that is how I found out about this list. Like Nancy, I am the advocate as my husband doesn't want to delve into things....he likes me to do the work for him....and I will rather than rely on doctors to know it all....especially when you are in a state like Montana that is the 4th largest state and yet has only about 800,000 people in the whole state! I have been ease-dropping for a few weeks now and look forward to learning from all of you. I promise not to be so long-winded in the future!! I would ask one favor....I saw reference to a list of medications that need to be watched out for when taking Eldelpryl...I know about demerol.....where would I find this list? I am also looking into the medic alert necklace (know he wouldn't wear a bracelet) because of the Eldepryl, too. He carries the card, but in the case of an emergency, I worry that they wouldn't take time to go through his wallet carefully and find it. Thank you in advance. Juelie McLean Olde World Santa Dolls by the Santalady http://www.santalady.com/ *{;o)}}}}}