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[log in to unmask] wrote: > > Message from yahoo.com. > Unable to deliver message to the following address(es). > > <[log in to unmask]>: > Sorry, I couldn't find any host named listserv.utoronto.edu. (#5.1.2) > > --- Original message follows. > > Return-Path: <[log in to unmask]> The mail demon tried to eat this. I've been Java error messages for the way I have the name and e-mail address in my book. any suggestions. send to my private mail. > > It is almost two o'clock in the morning, and I am AWAKE. My alarm is > set for 6:30. Sound sleep has evaded me for the last 3 months. > Since my dx last March, I have done very well physically. A model of > better living through chemistry. I can walk unassisted, talk most of > the time, write, feed myself. Today, I even ordered soup in public! > What is so hard is having lost my job as a result of my illness. My > boss could not believe that I could be well enough to work. I get > disability, so we won't be starving. The simple truth is I want to > work. The company I worked for provides "out placement", an office > and people who help you look for work, really quite fine. Now I'm > looking at starting my own business, I'm excited and terrified at the > same time. > I know I'm suffering from depression, I am seeing someone for it. > That hasn't helped because I really try to put on my best face in > public. And I'm afraid if I told her what I am really thinking, she > might have me committed. > My husband has been a great support, he just can't handle these > "emotional outbursts" I have a good friend who is generally a good > listener. I called one night when I was feeling like this, she asked > what could cause me to feel like this. Instead of using my good > sense, I told her > PD, diabetes, sleep apnea, lost my job and had to have my dog put to > sleep. > We haven't spoken a work about it since, about 2 months. > > Thank you for listening, I don't expect anyone to do anything. I > just needed to get this out. > Leta 53/53 > > > > _________________________________________________________ > DO YOU YAHOO!? > Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com > > _________________________________________________________ DO YOU YAHOO!? Get your free @yahoo.com address at http://mail.yahoo.com