BARB just called long distance to me. i hope she understood all i said. as she talked some of my anger left. with her soft voice. VIVIAN had a talk without of lot of yelling we one other. for in days she said i was going back 29 years a go but worse. even dog was afraid of me. still have some anger in me. VIVIAN wanted me to go to bed and sleep. that is easy way out you just put it off for a few hours. you got to look your problems in the eye and fight your problem. i could feel some of the anger leaving as she talked to me. even reason came back i said BARB look at the cost to you for this call. so WITH HER AND VIVIAN i can again be come DON not MR PD. so i will try and be DON AND I.Y.Q. GUY. with help of the family. VIVIAN and i held each other in our arms tritely. so we will find each other again. I LOVE HER SO. i will try love and all of us do the same. just not at Xmas. this is my try. [log in to unmask] LIMA,OH I.Y.Q. DON AND VIVIAN LOVE OF MY LIFE-52 BEST MED FOR PD IS MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ONE AND ALL