i to had a very bad child hood and a few years of war would not take a million bucks for it but would not give 1 buck to see it again. saw one of those folks who put you under said i had lot buried and hoped it would not surfes again. some of the hatred is coming to the top. so i got to really fight now to stay sane so you to hang in there theres light at end of the tunnel I.Y.Q.