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^^^^^^ WARM GREETINGS FROM ^^^^^^^^^^^^ :-) Ivan Suzman 49/39/36 [log in to unmask] :-) Portland, Maine land of lighthouses deg. F20 :-) ******************************************************************** On Sun, 3 Jan 1999 19:40:01 EST [log in to unmask] writes: >dear ivan, >i always read your postings, or any postings that concern you! >you are always in my thoughts! >i feel as if you were a very personal friend! >i wish that i leved closer to you! >i would help! >brenda > Dear brenda and list, I am fighting exhaustion . I still have noovernight caregiver. Force myself to stay awake at night to avoid sleepiing so deeply that I would wake up in state of severe muscle cramping. Can't stop missing my caregiver,Jay, who left in October and who is now in New Jersey. He called Thursday to tell me his arm was injured at work, and that maybe he should try to come here to help me-but silence since then.. I am losing ground-let's not gloss this over -lost 21 pounds from 169 to 148 since the summer. I am very weary and canot stop feeling upset. I spoke to a priest for the 6th time this week. I need help to get to see him face-to-face. I can't traavel alone. I have asked the whole list, is there anyone willing to drive me toNew Jersey and back??? I keep busy getting ready to present myself well for the Lehrer News Hour; camera session. coming up soon.