Der Michel, Your suggestion of verification and discovery is entirely reasonable. I wish that a small group- perhaps yourself leading it, might get in touch with Niki Hoose and find out substantively and specifically why I was suddenly excluded from the WETA / Lehrer broadcast. Perhaps all is not lost. I just cannot have the door closed, with all that I have been preparing to present. I should make it clear that in none of the local NBC, CBS or Community Cable TV shows have I ever even mentioned my gayness. If I am able to be filmed for the Lehrer Hour, or for that matter for any television broadcast, I would hope to be given the time to emphasize public policy issues, and caregiver ssues, such as: 1) the need to re-shape public and media perception of the "typical PWP" 2) ways to empower PWP's to gain more philanthropic, private, federal, state and local funds for long-term, qualified at-home care, paid appropriately 3) crisis prevention for poor and minority(including gay) PWP's at greatest risk 4)ways to extend medical screening services to the inner cities and to isolated rural areas 5)ways to re-employ PWP's as consultants (I am one example of a PWP with energies and hopes but no income except SSDI)and as policy-makers 6) issues in NIH politics that have caused failure in funding the Udall Act FULLY; 7) increasing public education about and access to medical and surgical as well as non-traditional treatment options; 8) increasing respite care and support services for PD caregivers . 9) increasing media coverage of genetic and biochemical research on the root cause of the various forms of Parkinson's 10) developing coordinated fund - raising events at all levels, especially during World, National and local Awareness Month activities each I think that a panel discussion format TV broadcast SERIES on Issues in Conquering PD is now a high priority. It could include a roundtable discussion among PWP's on the above, and other issues. There must be numerous PBS-affiliated or University-affiliated TV stations who would be inerested. Michel,the hope that I have for a cure for PD, and the vision I share with Michael Fox and Muhammad Ali, that TOGETHER WE WILL FIGHT FOR THE CURE, is still flying high as my guiding dream. Your letter has helped me to have deeper faith that at age 49, I won't have to see the rest of my life destroyed by the PD monster. Sincerely Ivan ^^^^^^ WARM GREETINGS FROM ^^^^^^^^^^^^ :-) Ivan Suzman 49/39/36 [log in to unmask] :-) Portland, Maine land of lighthouses 06 deg. F :-) ******************************************************************** On Thu, 7 Jan 1999 23:48:36 -0500 Michel Margosis <[log in to unmask]> writes: >Dear Ivan: > >It is difficult to read the truth behind all that anger; I am not >saying >it is not justified, but perhaps the actions and reasons of PBS ought >to >be verified first.....