Whitey: Welcome to one of the wonders of the modern age - friendships over cyber space. I'm a caregiver for my husband of 23 yr. with PD (l2yr) and we have had and are having amazing experiences with our battle against the forces of PD. This list seems to have some wonderful people listening with a real willingness to share and advise- something a lot of doctors seem afraid to do. I would be interested in what other health problems you contend with and what doctors you deal with- is your doctor a neurologist? It is a shame a person can be confronted with something as worrisome as PD and get so little info. - but I can relate to what your saying. The first thing you need to gain is self-reliance and the realization that as much as it should be, you may not get much input from others as much as you will be expected to research for yourself - knowledge is power, so plan on asking questions, and learning,learning,learning, from yourself and anyone else that deals with PD. It seems PWP tend to get reclusive and want to stay private and this list serves as a means to be both and yet be in touch with what is happening - and we all do need each other. It sounds like you may be having some definite side effects and possible drug interactions - do a complete analysis of everything you take, there is lots of info on the internet and we consider this computer to be a member of the "team" - us, the doctors, other PWP and God (not necessarily in that order). Anyway, take heart and hope you enjoy the visits - I for one promise to be patiant - I've certainly asked for enough of it... Feel free to communicate anytime Marie [log in to unmask] P.S. My husband thought he was an FBI agent one time when he was on Eldepryl I did get rather worried then, but we have found that mental changes are reversible and temporary - so I hope your family will also get involved in understanding the complexities of PD and not give you trouble.