may a lot often wondered why i always say VIVIAN IS LOVE OF MY LIFE. WELL when i spent 51/2 months in hospital i would of not made without her. as they was the one who decided as to what meds, and when,how much i took. they would not listen to her. i was off a lot in my world than in yours. so she strayed day and night with me. she stared to bring my meds from home. and gave them to me as i was used to. they could not under stand the change in me but she never told as that is a no no. only time we had trouble was in icq. but when in my privet room is was not hard. of course that was years ago. we should not have to go through today. but it does happen. so if any one of us goes to hospital cg should take over. see it happen lot hear in lima. i told how they put one of my PD friends on crazy ward. his wife had to fight for 2 weeks to get off of the ward. so we two can feel for Joe. it is not fair to us. lot of doc,s just don't care. so we have a big battle to fight. so never give up just yell. we will be hurd some day. i will not end as i usably do as it't not necessary. I.Y.Q. DON AND VIVIAN