I feel a deep sense of loss with people like Dennis Greene and Judith Richardson leaving the List, but life goes on and as Dennis suggested, "maybe they will be back".

I have been a member of this list for four of its five years of existence, it has grown considerably and has changed considerably since then, and it will continue to grow and change. Let's see if we can't guide it in the right direction.

I get the feeling that we are being pulled several ways at the same time. We have some members who want to use the List to promote their religious views ( The Far Right Wingers), some who want to use the List to further their agenda of political activism, civil rights, welfare, etc. (the Extreme Left Wingers). Then we have those who want a medical report and dictionary and there are also those who want and need a support  group. We can't be "all things  to all people" especially when we are at the same time trying to reduce the volume of non-PD postings. I would like to reiterate the suggestions made before, that we think before we post:
        1. Is this post directly related to PD and/or a significant number of people on this list?
        2. Is this post, if not PD related, suitable for a Parkinson's Information Exchange list? (Even if
            we stray from this a little, but not too far, it shouldn't hurt the quality of the list) I'm
            thinking a few humor or human interest stories.
        3  Make sure the Subject line reflects the info in the posting.
        4. Remember, You get out of the List, what you put into it! What goes, around
            comes around, what shall ye sow, so also shall ye reap and other similar words
            of wisdom.         :
        5. And last but not least- Use your DELETE key if you don't like what you see, don't "Go
             Postal" (my apologies to any US Postal workers, but the Devil made me say that)

I would like to re-post a message I have saved because it reminds me of ONE of the ways this List can be invaluable.

DEAR  list folk,
I sit here at the computer at 4;30 am barely able to type because of my left
side shaking so.  It seems like my symptoms have progressed in the last
month or two.   It sucks, to watch my physical condition worsen, I am 40
years old, I am in excellent physical condition other wise, the shaking (in
the  morning) doesn't stop  for at least 2-3 hours after I take my meds (1
sinemet 25/100cr & 2 permax .25 & eldepryl) at awakening.  then it seems like
it lasts for an  hour (the on time) and it's time to take more drugs ,
hopefully in time so they kick in before the next bout with pd.  it really
sucks sometime, I try to keep a  positive attitude, my friends are great. my
boyfriend is wonderful.  but how  do we keep our  shit together in times
like this,  yesterday was rough, today so far ( it's 5;15 am) is not good, I
sit here typing and cant control my body,  I cant be a rock all the time, I
cant let loose my emotions on to my friends cuz they don't know how to
respond (how can they) and it is hard on them cuz they feel helpless.
I hate this disease and what it does to  me!  I WANT MY BODY BACK! I don't
have faith that any drugs are going to make it better, cuz they dont, they
just offer a  different set of side effects. oh what fun trying to figure
out the exact chemical balance and timing that will work (for an hour). I AM
FRUSTRATED!  I AM DEPRESSED!
I AM SORRY to dump this  on you guys,   but thank God your here
with love and appreciation for this list
Names and other info have been deleted.

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Bob Chapman  65/61/50
California Desert
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