There is an old Jewish myth that the soul, before plunging down into the physical universe at the moment when sperm pierces egg, is granted complete foreknowledge of the life it is about to enter. Not only foreknowledge, but since, for the soul, knowledge and power are one, it is granted complete choice. And since the soul is one with the will of God, God's creation and its creation are one. It sees everything displayed before it, as if on a movie screen, but collapsed into a timeless less-than-a-moment, and it chooses everything: a mother and father whose giant shadows it will have to grow beyond if it can, like a plant reaching for the light; a set of core puzzles that may take it a lifetime to resolve; sufferings and joys, opinions, obstacles, illnesses, triumphs, disasters, swirls of events that seem at first or tenth glance trivial or accidental; a particular era and country, with their collective delusions; lovers and children; enemies, friends; the circumstances, terrifed or serene, of a death; all of them potential means of becoming mature, that is to say, transparent. And in order to make things more interesting, a split second before sperm pierces egg an angel gives the soul a smack on its non-physical mouth, and it forgets everything. Stephen Mitchell janet paterson - 51 now /41 dx /37 onset - almonte/ontario/canada http://www.newcountry.nu/pd/members/janet/index.htm [log in to unmask]