I know this sounds crazy, but with me its real. Any stress at all cancels out my medication. When I watch TV, (at the end of the day), if the program is stressful, I too will go incredibly OFF!. Even reading a stressfull book can render me immobile. For me, just talking with me wife or a friend on the phone makes all the difference in the world. (As long as it isn't a stress inducing friend!) Its worth a try to just listen to music one night and see if there is any difference. p44d