Dear friends, With special thanks to the Seeses, to Hilary, and to many others, I am writing because I wish to help us to move forward together as a PD community. Gina, Bruce, and anyone else, I am very sorry if you were hurt by my words. Please, let's harness our wonderful energies positively for the benefit of all of us. Words like trash and delete really hurt me initially. After a while, they seem like anger that has been transferred from somewhere and misplaced. And PD certainly makes it hard to be even-tempered. I hope that we can protect the most vulnerable among us. I mentioned color only because it came to mind as one of several explanations for some of the hesitancy in responding to my posts about Archbishop Tutu. I am glad that your thoughts and feelings are coming out. I unintendedly steered off-course by using the word color. Maybe I should have said that some of us are less familiar with his background, and were not ready to respond without being better informed about his views and his accomplishments. I guess the best advice I can give anyone is to make contacts in whatever way you feel is best. You could start by calling or writing the Emory University Department of Theology in Atlanta. That seems to have been the right choice for me. I shared what I experienced when I lived in South Africa, and I have written to Archbishoip Tutu both about my hope to eradicate painful and sometimes fatal dopamine deficiency diseases like PD, and about my continued activities to help to overcome the pain of apartheid.. I just want to close with a prayer for the Archbishop. He has many demands upon him, and I do not yet know how much space and quiet he needs to function and survive. I am still leaving it to God, and am thankful that I am here to help. Ivan Mfowethu Suzman