Jennifer, No need to apologize. We've all been there. We are just further along than you are. Each makes this journey at their own pace. The doctor, medication, family, friends, faith and the like make it easier at times. The road is rough, but sometimes we get used to the 'ride' and get our minds on other 'sites along the way'. We are glad you're on the list. It is doing what it's supposed to. Jeana 46/14/33