Rick I know just how you feel, I am visually impaired with BEB and other problems and I found that there are some that don't want to be seen with you, but I look at it this way, it's there problem and I tell them in a nice way, hey why don't we go out sometime and push it a little to see what they say. If the friend that you this is close they might not even realize what there doing, give them a chance , but you have to talk to them about it other wise you will always wonder why they didn't call, they might think that you didn't want to talk to them. If all fails find new friends. My ICQ is ybnornal, besides what is that anyway. Phyllis Mailto:[log in to unmask] http://www.outa-sight.com ICQ if anyone wants to talk is 8965011 At 04:11 PM 4/23/99 -0700, you wrote: >Rick calling from Bellingham, Washington. > >Anybody out there having trouble keeping close to some of your old friends, >now that you feature a progressive brain disease? I am noticing subtle >effects, a kind of distancing, that I can't quite put my finger on. Part of >it is that I'm just tired, and don't do as much as I did two years ago. I'm >not feeling shunned, just a little ignored because I'm not out there >socializing much. When I get done working for the day, I'm beat-o, big time. > >Old friends with good intentions send me articles about Parkinson's >disease, but don't invite me out for coffee or to a movie. Weird. > >I told my neurologist I've been having more active dreams lately, probably >due to Sinemet, he says. In fact, I had one last week where I dreamed I was >playing basketball and went up for a monster rebound. Man, did I jump. >Grabbed the ball, woke up, as did my wife--because I'd grabbed her head! >She said, "What the heck are you doing!?" and I said that I was grabbing a >rebound. Has anyone had similar dreams (just kidding :-) I'm just glad I >didn't try to start dribbling down court. > >Enjoy the weekend. > >Rick, 48, kinda bummed right now. >