Thank you all for your great responses. I got through the day and feel a bit better, especially knowing that I am not crazy or alone on this subject. I have ado pted a new attitude about this and how to deal with it..... ...................AAAUUGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:-) One thing did occur to me that I hadn't really thought of that several of you mentioned, menopause. #@%??*#!!! AAUUGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I will be 42 in a couple of months so I guess I have lots of time to ponder on it. I feel deeply for those of you who are experiencing that along with PD. Thanks again for all the wonderful moral support. Jennifer Smith -- Ars Longa - Vita Brevis Art is Long - Life is short :(:) )